I wish everytime I see him
I would not feel vulnerable and weak
because that's what makes him
feel like he's dominating
and I wish I wasn't afraid
to look at him
straight in the eyes
but I know if I do it
he would notice it
and my eyes would tell him
how much I care about him
and how much I need him.
I wish he would look at me
with the love I look at him
I wish he would smile at me
and tell me I have no reason to cry
because we feel the same thing
but that's only in my mind
God knows what's going to happen
between the two of us.
I wish my heart would forget him
I wish I wouldn't feel so weak
because of him.
I wish he would accept me
just for who I am
I wish I didn't put my headphones on
and crying in the corner
thinking about how it would be
if we'd fall for each other.